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[Apr. 17th, 2011|01:39 am] |
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girls are so confusing. |
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[Apr. 12th, 2011|10:27 pm] |
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been staying up late. been thinking about her. been doing things i don't normally do. been letting my grades slide. been skating. been wanting pizza all night. been worrying about powder puff. been failing at playlists. been meaning to talk to my best friend. been happy. |
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[Mar. 28th, 2011|02:21 am] |
i don't think that she really likes me. cecause why would she? not like that. she's pretty and popular and i'm kind of the dorky kid that everyone thinks is really stupid and that just cause i can't really spell or write well means I can't think well or something. anyway, she knows that i thought she was pretty and that i wanted to get to know her and that yeah, if you wanna cal it a crush, then i have a crush on her. and i think she just feels osrry for me. so she's being nice. dee kinda acts like i have a chance but i think he's just trying to be a good friend cause he knows that i'm not really gonna do anything about it. because, what if i did actually ask her out on a real date and it's completely the sympathy thing and she laughs at me and tells her friends and they all laugh? i've never seen her act that crule and I don't think she's like a lot of the other superfishial people. But i just don't want that kind of attention. i think i might be better off just never knowing. cause right now isn't so bad. we talk a little bit. and she's pretty cool and we're getting to know each other. there's nothing wrong with being friends or whatever we are, right? i'm trying not to really think about it, because i don't want to start thinking i might have a chance or something and get my hopes up and then do something stupid.
speaking of stupid things. this powder puff football game. j signed up for it cause it is a good cause and some of my friends are doing it. and it was a weird moment of complete insanity. i'm not really sure what i was thinking that really pushed me into signing up. my brother had been talking to me about getting involved more and then dee told me to. and i knew he wouldn't leave me alone until i did. and now, i realized that I have to get in a skrit and do a cheer rutine in front of the entire school. not gonna lie. i'm kinda really nervous about it. not that i want to show off and be good. but i don't want to be terrible and even if i am good, i still don't really want the whole school all watching me. i don't know. i'm trying to convince myself it could be fun. |
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